Fuck. I need to Define The Relationship.
I am not allowed to date. Okay... I hadn't meant to date until at least I was out of high school anyways. Looks like that's not my choice anymore, because I'm not going to make him help me hide a relationship between my parents' backs. Cell phones and piercings are one thing; a relationship is another.
So. Things might work better if I actually had a say in anything about said relationship. Guess not. So I need to be able to tell him to back off. He's doing almost nothing.
But I think if we're honest we know we'll end up back where we went two years ago.
So how do I do this? Don't I dare text or email him from my phone. Light, I know better. Not an email any time soon in the week...
Seriously. Fuck.
I am going to go listen to "Poker Face" right now and try to not think about it, because that's just...
Dammit, this isn't fair.
TCHAH. LIFE ISN'T FAIR - SUCK IT UP YOU PATHETIC WHINY LITTLE BIT CH.
I am not allowed to date. Okay... I hadn't meant to date until at least I was out of high school anyways. Looks like that's not my choice anymore, because I'm not going to make him help me hide a relationship between my parents' backs. Cell phones and piercings are one thing; a relationship is another.
So. Things might work better if I actually had a say in anything about said relationship. Guess not. So I need to be able to tell him to back off. He's doing almost nothing.
But I think if we're honest we know we'll end up back where we went two years ago.
So how do I do this? Don't I dare text or email him from my phone. Light, I know better. Not an email any time soon in the week...
Seriously. Fuck.
I am going to go listen to "Poker Face" right now and try to not think about it, because that's just...
Dammit, this isn't fair.
TCHAH. LIFE ISN'T FAIR - SUCK IT UP YOU PATHETIC WHINY LITTLE BIT
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