I hate how I'm such an idiot in math.  I knew I would get lectured.  I knew it.  If I wasn't so stupid with concepts like I was with life I wouldn't have to feel like I'm the world's biggest idiot and the stupidest daughter.  I have no right to hate her!  She's my mother!  Heaven forbid, heaven fucking forbid I hate her when it is all my fault.

Do you hear that?  ALL.MY.FAULT.  So shut the FUCK up.