Oh FUCK.

This is why I really shouldn't keep a fairly personal journal open when I'm not sure who's reading it other than the two people who comment oh shitshitshit.

Please to have not let my boyfriend read - oh shit.  Right.  Crush on Tim, crush on Colin, not really feeling it for him....

I have to be the biggest idiot in the world...in my world, at least.  ARGH.  Life is a bitch.  >_>